My 5 Most Recent YA Reads

I haven’t read much this year, or last semester. Why? Stress and being busy./. I keep forgetting/ putting off reading, even though I know it’s a major stress reliever and it’s incredible. I put off things that are good for me, okay? It’s inexplicable and stupid.

So here we are. I’m going to talk about the last five YA books I read and what I thought about them, to shake things up from my recent rambling/complaining/wrap up posts that I’ve been writing.


4 stars.

I originally rated this like 3.5 stars but I can’t stop thinking about it. So that’s something.

Pros: This was a really cool story and like I said, I can’t stop thinking about it. Probably because it ends very… at odds and in a cliff hanger. It’s SUCH an interesting concept, turning blood into coins and those coins are currency and people can melt that currency down to add to tea and extend their lives… Whether or not that’s a new idea, it was a really cool plot concept and it was executed well.

Cons: There are a lot of tropes in this book but I was kinda able to look past them. Lots of things felt… convenient or contrived. There is of, course, the chosen one trope, and the whole “lost princess” sort of thing. (but not literally a lost princess. XD) There were also a lot of talk of blood and hearts, so if that’s not your thing or you’re squeamish… then this book probably isn’t for you.

Eliza and her Monsters-

4 Stars

Pros: this book is so dang good. It tells the story of Eliza and her wildy popular web comic and how it’s destroying her life. It’s fascinating to look into this side of the internet and culture… and it’s done really, really well. It also deals quite well with anxiety and depression and what it feels like to pull away from most all social interaction with IRL people.

Cons: some cursing and edginess if you’re not into that, though. It was a while back that I read this, but I feel as if I recall her parents getting on my nerves They were so inexplicably naive and clueless and *sigh-shrugh-groan*



4 stars.

Pros: SO SO GOOD but edgy. It takes place in the future but it’s not quite a dystopian and there’s really cool video game tech and gahhh it was really cool. I desperately need.

Cons: a little… flat in places, but the main story is v good. The world building felt a little empty, but that maybe have been because I was speeding through because the pLoT was so good and I needed more.


The Pearl Thief-

5 stars. or like, 4.5.

Pros: UHM QUE TEARS AND AMAZEMENT GO READ THIS SERIES RIGHT NOW WHAT ARE YOU DOING. Then come back and we can squeal cry about Julia Beaufort Stewart, who in this book is just 15 and come home for the summer in Scotland… but her grandad’s estate, is being auctioned off and THERES A MYSTERY AND SOCIAL ISSUES AND SO MANY GOOD CHARACTERS.

This book creeped me out and perplexed me and delighted me and made me cry and man, it’s a whole rollercoaster of emotions. You should read Code Name Verity first, of course, and then this one will hurt EVEN MORE. *cries*

Cons: Literally hardly anything. I mean… there was some edginess and a minor plot rabbit trail that didn’t feel all that necessary. But I can over look that.


The Girl From Everywhere

3 stars.

Pros: This book had a crazy cool plot concept, a set of diverse characters, and was written pretty well. It was basically time traveling pirates and Hawaii and wondering if the MC would disappear into nothing if a certain time traveling event took place.

Cons: I just don’t like time-travel books. It messes with my head. I’m a wimp, alright? I wasn’t the hugest fan of this book. Sometimes YA books feel like they’re trying to hard? And it’s evident? And little old me sees that and frowns. I dunno man. I dunno. It was still a really cool book.



So those are my most recent YA reads! I think it’s clear which is my favorite, hah.

What are some of your more recent YA reads? Have you read any of the above books? What are your thoughts?






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I’m going to make an assumption that we both probably enjoy reading posts by people that have everything together… or at least, that’s what the post makes it feel like. We like to watch videos, read blog posts and tweets, and scroll through various feeds for people that have everything together and can tell us how we can, too.

I wish it was that simple.

I’d love to bring you a post that’s somewhere along the lines of “Here’s how I’m doing this thing and you can do it this way too!”

But I can’t. Honestly, I want to put out good content that’s helpful and engaging. But you know what? The point where I’m at in my life, I don’t feel like I can tell anyone how to do anything. What is my experience worth? I can’t even explain to you what I’m doing, as if that would even be beneficial. (it low-key wouldn’t)

Currently, I’d much rather drown myself in something and forget about the struggles I’m facing.


I’d like to click-on a youtube video and doodle as if nothing is wrong. I’d like to play Zelda: Breath of the Wild for a little while longer, running and exploring and taking in the beautiful art and story. I’d like to just lay in bed, scrolling through the alternative reality that is Instagram.

And those things aren’t inherently “bad” so to say… but in large quantities… when I’m using them to avoid actual life, my actual problems and struggles…

they are

I’m getting off topic. I would love to write a post about how I’m going to get back into writing! How I’m going to pay for college! How I’m going to get my book published! How I’m going to also become an illustrator (?) !

But I don’t know how I’m going to do that. I’m going to try, I’m going to get it the old college try… but that’s about it.


I’ve always struggled with my blog, because I myself enjoy reading content about how other people got through a problem. I like reading other peoples “life walkthroughs,” so to say. They’re inspiring, helpful, and just… I love them.

I want to write ones of my own, but I feel like I’m not really progressing to the next level. I’m kinda stuck.

And I’ve never felt very qualified to write posts on writing topics: there are other people who can explain “how not to write in a passive voice,” or “How to write a query letter,” or “how to find beta readers,” better than I ever could. Sure, I could write my version of a “walk through,” for each of those topics… but you could also go elsewhere for that.

I’m just not very qualified person to do so, or at least, that’s how it feels. Even if am familiar with all those topics and could give some decent pointers on them….

So that leaves me at a lose of what to post here. Which leaves me with this post: a ramble about how I am inadequate at things and cannot speak english and would like to go back to playing Zelda.


So I guess, all I have left to close is this:

IT’s OKay TO NOT kNOW wHAt TO DO, OKAY? Just don’t stay there! That’s my first step of my walkthrough I’m starting this very sentence. I’m stuck and don’t know what to do. My first step? Take a step.

I’m going to jump back into editing my WIP, jump back into writing that query letter…

I’m going to keep on going with the things I’ve set out to do, but I’m going to do this step, too…

I’m going to keep praying about it. I haven’t wanted to pray about this, I haven’t felt motivated to pray about this. But I do know, deep down in side, that’s the right thing to do. I know it will help. Deep down I’m probably screaming at myself to drop everything at God’s feet and keep praying about it every single step of the way.


Life is rough. Don’t stay in the muck and mire. Rise up, and pray about it, and keep on going, friend, in your writing, in your art, whatever it is that God has in your path for you to do at this time.

And stay strong.

Would you look at that, I wrote a walkthrough of sorts. A complainy one, sure, but maybe that’s the trick: write the walkthrough for yourself… and maybe others will benefit?

okay, I’m going to stop. coffee and tea and cookies and organic honey flavored bunny grahams for everyone that read this far.

I love you all and thank you for sticking along for the ride, through thick and thin. Hopefully some day I’ll be able to share my WIP with you in print… or something else… who knows. Hopefully I have encouraged you some how. ❤ And hopefully next week I’ll have a “real” post for you, hah.


How has your 2018 gone so far? Anything amazing happen? Anything not-so-amazing?