life rambles in the month of june

Sparrow Singing, Thoughts, Writing

I have had many, many blog post ideas in the past week. Most of them aren’t too bad, if I do say so myself.

But I don’t have it in me to write them. I’ll get the idea late at night, and then poof: by the next morning when I have time set aside to write the ideas, I have no desire to do so.

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Or… I’ve just forgotten them. That happened two days ago, when I had (what I think was) a killer idea, but didn’t write it down. I can’t remember it. It’s sad.

I’ve been “mulling over my existence,” what I’m going to do with myself now that I’m a senior, college, what this whole writing thing looks like for me, and making art.

So why not blog about it, instead of some put together neat little guide? This is my blog after all… and it’s called Jeneca Writes… so here I go writing.

  1. I’ve felt pretty distracted and distant from God lately. It’s most likely because I’ve been trying to do things on my own. Over the past day or so, however, I remembered I’ve got to depend on Him and that I can’t do things in my own power. It sounds like a silly thing to forget and rather obvious, but when you’re wading around in this world?


2. I’m a senior now… officially, too, now that the semester has been over for a month or so and we’ve started summer. While I’ve been enjoying school free times, I’ve been thinking about college.

College is expensive. really. If I were to go to college, I am very much determined not to go into debt, or at least not majorly in debt. Also, every major I’m considering is stuff I want to learn more about and isn’t really necessary to get a job. I wouldn’t probably make profit back on those things.

Art: there’s a reason starving artists are a thing, guys. XD

writing books: don’t really need a degree on this, and it most likely wouldn’t “pay off” if I did.

spanish: this actually is a useful thing. I want to delve more into spanish, but not because I have a career in mind that I need spanish for. XD

I do want to make this clear, though: I’m not saying I have to make profit or I’m wasting my time. No, that’s silly. College has lots of valuable knowledge. I’m just saying it feels silly to spend gobs of money on a degree for something that won’t return that money and put me worse off financially. *shrugs* And I know there are so many resources outside college for me to learn from, or I can do the things I love with out a degree.

3. Writing. I’ve been getting distracted recently. However, this last week has been pretty strong. I’ve focused enough to get through all the beta comments that were typo/sentence structure comments on Sparrow Singing.
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Now I’ve moved onto my giant list of possible small revisions. Stuff like “More Ember dialogue,” “Clarify this,” and, “Clarify That.” In fact, that’s what I’m supposed to be doing now.

The first three things on the list (they’re not in a particular order) is to clarify a subplot, carry another subplot out to the end, then clarify that this book is Dystopian. World building. Man, I’m not the best world builder, not really, but I’m glad I can see this now as a weakness of mine.


4. Publishing. Despite of my “change list” for Sparrow, I have this feeling I’m getting close to querying agents. I mean, if I get tons of feedback screaming about how Sparrow is.not.ready, then I’ll go back to fixing it.

and im not throwin away my shot either


But there’s always the chance I’ll get a yes, or a bit of constructive criticism that will make or break my book.

Once I finish this editing round, I’m calling it done and going querying. Of course, I still need to figure out how the heck to write a synopsis, a good query letter, and to make sure it’s all to the standards of the five agents I have saved in my “>>AGENTS<<” folder in my bookmarks.


5. Blogging. This week, I bought wordpress hosting on Godaddy, including the jenecawrites domain.

Why then, you might ask, isn’t my domain jenecawrites?

because I returned it within thirty minutes

I realized I jumped the gun. I’m not entirely ready to self host because A) I’m not published b) I’m not quite prepared to shell out 15$ a month if I’m not making a profit form the site c) I don’t even have a contract signed to publish.

Besides, a pretty domain doesn’t make a blog. It’s the content. So here I am, making content. content is king. this ramble is technically content.

No one has probably read this far. oh well. XD

But anyway, that’s what’s been on my mind. I promise next week to have a more refined blog post. However, the next time I blog I think It’ll be a monthly look back… or at least close to one. oops.

Thanks for reading. Free Haagen Daz ice cream (or whatever your desired dessert is) if you read this far.

What’s been on your mind lately?

6 thoughts on “life rambles in the month of june

  1. I read that far! 🙂 I totally understand what you’re saying about majors–I’m the same way. I think I’ve finally decided on creative writing + sports ministry, though, because they’ll both allow me to have a variety of jobs–ones that make money, and separately, ones that are fun. XD Yay for Hamilton gifs!

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  2. College isn’t always necessary. And in this day and age, most 4-year colleges aren’t providing the level of true academic/vocational training they once were. I went to college twice, not finishing the first time because my chosen major then was 80% fluff that wouldn’t actually help me get a job I liked, and would’ve meant grad school (and what 21 y/o has the money/energy for that, when they’ve just wasted the last 4 years?). So I went back years later, when I found a major that would actually benefit me immediately, and without going into debt the size of a small nation’s expoert budget. I highly recommend online courses, one because they’re cheaper, two because they actually focus on the particular skill you’re hoping to learn.

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      1. You’re welcome. 🙂

        Psychology. But it was through a liberal arts college, meaning I had to spend at least 2 years on other things, like Global Studies and Philosophy and Sociology that I didn’t want/need to study. I only had the chance to take 3 classes in actual Psychology in 3 years.

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  3. Yey ice cream!!! 😂😂😂 Just kidding…I totally relate with ya–especially with college coming up and all. And on top of that, I’ve got my writing to think about, so…here’s to finding what fits! 😉❤

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