1/6 of my Goals Completed.

What? Three weeks into the new year? That’s crazy.  I couldn’t have already completed a goal. I must be lying.

I’m not, actually. As difficult as this month has been life wise (and writing, stress, art and everything wise) I have completed one of my goals…

Last week I officially “started,” my youtube channel. With this video.

(of course, you followers who have been with me since around last may will notice I have another vide posted before it. That’s the Q&A that I posted for my one year blogaversary…. o-o so this wasn’t really much of a “oh wow I completed my goal!!” lol)

Now, I’m still not sure how often Ill be posting. This semester, however, is shaping up to be not quite as busy as the last (a blessing and a curse) So I’m hoping to continue blogging once a week, and then possibly putting out a video every other week? Maybe I’ll go back and forth between video and post. This is my senior year, after all. I have a job… finding scholarships online and applying for them. *sweat gif*

I also just posted this video, my first studio vlog, if looking at my sketchbook isn’t your cup of tea.

anyway, I hope you enjoy. This goal isn’t technically goal. Starting a youtube also means… continuing to post on youtube.

That’s the general idea, anyway.

Have you ever started a youtube/made videos? What videos would you be interested in seeing from me in the future?


2018 Goals (like two weeks into the new year)

GOAL POSTS ARE SO MUCH FUN. They sound so productive and orderly and like you know what you’re doing and that you!have!a!plan!

Which feels really nice. Even if you don’t get to all your goals or God decides you need to have other goals.

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A goals post. It’s a starting place and physical (digital??) place to put my hopes and dreams. 

If you read my last post, my 2017 wrap up (also, hello, this is the first time we’ve spoke since last year! *another gasp* you’ll know how my goals went. Honestly, they went pretty well. Then again, I didn’t really set *that* much for myself to do. It was just the sheer base of what I wanted to accomplish.

Last year was also a pretty busy/cruddy year (aren’t they all, to some extent? this one just felt…. more so) so I’m glad I didn’t heave too many expectations onto myself.

I’m still unsure about what this year is going to look like. I know I’ll be doing drama again like I did last year with Alice. (this year is Pride and Prejudice, if you were wondering) and I also know that…. I’m going to graduate.


Let’s just move onto these goals before I give them all away, shall we?

why did I include this picture? because I’m reading that copy of Sparrow Singing I printed out.


  1. Query agents for Sparrow Singing

Last year, my goal was to prepare all the necessities for querying Sparrow. While I did, that’s only half-true. I got the gumption to query, and I wrote a query letter.

Turns out that every agent kinda wants something different: some want the query letter only, some want a cover letter for a bigger proposal, others want a one page synopsis, and still others want it to be three pages! So, while this goal is mostly to actually query agents, it’s also to write a gazillon more cover letters and synopsi. (or synopsises? synapse?? o-o)

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2. Finish Draft 2 of Ember Burning.

Ember Burning is the third in my YA Christian Dystopian trilogy… I wrote it last year (2016 mind you) for NaNo. It has since been neglected and as I worked on getting my first book, Sparrow, out into the world. That needs to change.



3. Expand/do better at having a platform!

This is an odd one, sure, but it’s a goal none the less. As I was researching agents over Christmas break, I realized a lot of them want numbers and results and want to know if you have a good grounding of people surrounding you. They want to know how many email newsletter subscribers you have, etc etc.

They want to you know have a platform.

I agree with this. (for the most part… I think the industry’s vision ‘platform,’ or what it should look like to build an audience is a leetle misguided…) But I also know this. You. You person reading this post are not a number. You’re a person, a dear person who cares enough to come read my blog! You’re a friend.

So basically, this year, I want to do a better job at serving my friends and expanding my platform. I want to encourage you, because you encourage me.

…and, shameless plug, if you haven’t already, I’m on twitter. 😉 This is where I do a lot of talking to people and I love it. It’s so easy to connect, find others with similar interests, and cheer each other on! I’d love to grow my platform over there as well as on here… which leads me to my next goal:


also if you’re wondering, this is a planner from @frannerd. she’s an illustrator and I love her work.

4. Start a youtube.

I’ll be honest: it’s been a long time since I’ve had a youtube. I made videos long, long ago when I was a small bean. They were awful.

So I’m trying it again, because I love youtubers. There are so many that inspire me and entertain me with their life and what they do everyday, be it playing video games, studio vlogs, rambles about life…

I wanted to give it a try myself. We’ll see how it goes, and if I’m able to keep it up throughout the semester. I’d love to do at least one video a week, maybe once every two weeks, or go back and forth between a blog post one week, and then a video the next.

There’s so many possibilities and things I’m excited to share with you! Studio/life vlogs! Sketchbook tours! Random speedpaints! Talking about writing and querying struggles!

It’ll be fun. Hopefully next post I’ll be able to announce my channel… stay tuned. o-o


5. Graduate.

I’m kinda already set up for this goal: most likely, God willing, I’m going to graduate this May.

That’s… scary. I mean, sure, I’ll be nearly 19… but graduating.

If I’m being honest, I never imagined that I’d get this far. When I was little, I was too busy reading books and drawing pictures and crying about math (cough cough, this may or may not still apply to today) to be thinking about college or the rest of my life.


Because I was a kid.

And I still am, I guess, but I’m also not.

Because I’m transitioning into adulthood?? Which sounds really weird to type?? But like… within four months I’m going to be graduated and headed to college in the fall (I need to write a post on that… or a rambly vlog… because I have lots and lots to say about that lol)




Okay. Okay. We’re being honest here. I’m laying it all on the table.

I’ve… never had a job? Okay, I mean, a real job.

When I was fourteen, I ran an etsy shop selling American Girl doll clothes, but like, hip teen doll clothes. That was definitely a job. I made cash. I bought myself camera equipment with it.

But… I was self-employed, accountable only to myself and my demanding costumers via Instagram.

I’ve also done lots of selling on ebay of homeschool curriculum. But again, self employment.

This past year, I sold my art at a farmers market. I also have picked photography back up and have been doing senior and family portrait photography.

But it’s all been self employment. Freelance. I love it. Only problem is that freelance, with my skill level, isn’t very steady. (not that freelancing is very steady anyway, but when you’re an 18 year old highschool senior, it’s definitely not steady, hah >.<)


So my last goal is going to be to get a job. I know, it’ll probably be minimum wage. But that’s fine, we all start somewhere. I need to start focusing in on saving if I want to go to college… And maybe I’ll be able to get something nice, like working in Starbucks or something. I’ve wanted to work in a coffee shop for a looong time now.



But anyway, those are my six goals. Perhaps I’ll add some more later in the year when I do my goal check up post. But for now: that is it. I don’t want to pressure myself into doing more than I have time. I don’t want to go about doing everything and anything I have the whim to do.

I may add more writerly things later this year. Truth Remaining, the second book in my trilogy, is in its second draft, but it needs help, too. If I land an agent, every other book-writing-goal I have will probably slam to a screeching halt so I can work on editing her again and getting ready for publication (it’s crazy to even type that out… guys, t h a t s  a n  a c t u a l   p o s s i b i l i t y.)

But overall, I really want to step back and ask God, “Okay… what is is that you want me to do?”

Anyway. This was a really, really long post. cookies and chocolate to you if you read it. Thank you for sticking around, I really appreciate you! ❤


TELL ME: What are some of your goals for the new year? Anything your super excitied about? Soemthing you’re not-so-excited about?